Saturday, February 18, 2012


The bull is my life and the dancer is how I maneuver it. 
 Praying for strength, balance, grace, beauty and endurance on this crazy ride of life...
Maneuver: Perform or cause to perform a movement or series of moves requiring skill and care.  I do a lot of maneuvering these days.  I don't know how successful I am on average, but I do believe I'm getting better at it.  I've been overworked and under rested and I am frazzled, but trying my best.  I had the chance to sleep in today for the first time in over a month.  I slept 11 hours!  Most of those hours were spent in bad dreams... of being insufficient in basically every area of my life... being a wife, a friend, a believer, a mother, a business manager... you name it, I am insecure.  I want the strength of the woman in this photo, the strength to maneuver anything with grace and confidence.  What I want more is to have a life less like the reckless black bull and more like a peaceful white dove.  Thankfully, in my moments of greatest despair and need, the Spirit shows herself to me and gives me the peace and confidence I need to keep going.

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